So much to Deal with...

I'm truly exhausted with both Stanley and Blanche. This is suppose to be a happy time, between me, Stanley, and our unborn child. But of course its not, not when Blanche is around. Stanley, told me some disturbing news about the real reasons Blanche left home, I couldn't believe what I was hearing, having a relationship with a 17 year old boy, living a life of immoralities, and becoming corrupt after finding out her husband Allan was a homosexual. I just cannot take this anymore all Stanley and Blanche want to do is find ways to get rid of each other... Sometimes I think they should run off together ha, how funny would that be. Oh my, I feel as if I'm going insane, I never get a moment to think for myself in this place. Every second I'm getting pulled in different directions with Stanley's bowling and attempts to get rid of Blanche or Blanche's attempts to get rid of Stanley and her many hour long baths she takes. Its like she takes those baths to cleanse not just her body but her mind and all those bad memories she has caused for herself. This is to much for me to deal with, I'm constantly trying to make everyone happy but what about me? Tomorrow's Blanche's birthday and there is so much to plan and decorate. I just want this to go smoothly and hopefully Mitch shows up even though Stanley told him about Blanche's corrupt moments, I exactly had hopes for them, they come from different backgrounds but seem to be so close in the months Blanche's has been here. I wish they would just run off and get married and live their lives away from us. I can't believe I'm talking like this, Blanche is my sister and I love her to death, but in the end a person can only deal with so much, I can only deal with so much. I really hope that day comes with Blanche leaves because her staying here is growing conflict more and more by the minute.